It's ok to not be ok,it's ok to not be perfect and for everything to be exactly right every moment of the day.But that you can get pass that.It gets better,you won't always feel this bad.
If they ever tell my story, let them say I walked with giants. Men rise and fall like winter wheat, but these names will never die. Let them say, I lived in the time of Hector...tamer of horses. Let them say, I lived in the time of Achilles.