as someone who had been on Zoloft for four years, I understand. this is just what depression feels like, one minute you feel lighter than in years, and the next second you crash hard and just can't feel anything anymore
How ironic, Barry became a better person by puting himself on the messiest, darkest track and trying to kill his father figure in order to protect people he actually cares in his actor life. Episode 5 for Hader is like paintball for the Russos.